I'm sorry to post this here but I have no one else to go to.
I don't know what to do anymore. My money is finally drying up and I'm going broke. All my "friends" left me when they found out I'm not a millionaire anymore and I have no family anymore. I've lost all interest in my hobbies and for the past year I've just been drinking heavily and using drugs. (I'm sober now not that it really matters at this point )
I had one real friendship, but I just lost it today. She finally got fed up with my behavior after she suspected I was drunk or on drugs. She was all I had left other then my material things. She really cared for me and I heard she was crying over all of this.
Now I'm thinking of just leaving the country and starting a new life somewhere, I just don't know what to do anymore. Please help.